Today the husband got TN he is going to his grandmas funeral he actually made it which im very happy for him in that sence. but i am really hurt and feel like im not important at all why you ask is because he told me he would call me when he landed and never did.. and then i told his friend who was picking him up to text or call me and he never did. so i had to hear it from my mother in law that he was almost to the funeral wtf.... wow i see how important i am im just his wife no one special ..
he can sit there and call his mom when he gets there telling her shes going to make the funeral ok i get that thats important but then he cant be on ya my wife wow... just gets me sometimes cuz this is what i expected to happen but didnt want to believe would happen him going there and being this totally different person who i didnt even know or anything well see if i get any phone calls or anything just to me i wont expect anything from it if i dont cuz i know hes with his family who he hasnt seen in a couple years which is fine.
its just there not the only ones that were missing him or worried about him he has a wife and a daughter and stuff and he couldnt even just tell me he made it or anything but instead i just had to text my mother in law and then text hiim and he finally told me wow thats great. im so hurt never would of expected not be NOTHING to him... i know he hasnt seen them in a couple years but he could of still called or text me to let me know he made it and stuff like that guess he was too busy with his friend taking him to the funeral and he just up and forgot oh ya i didnt call my wife. KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN WHEN HE GOT TO TN THAT HE WOULD BE WITH HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY AFTER THE FUNERAL IS OVER AND I JUST GET UP AND FORGOTTEN ABOUT AND JUST NOT IMPORTANT....
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