Friday, April 15, 2011

Missing THe Family

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i miss my family more than any one can ever imagine. they mean a lot to me im just going through a lot and i miss both my bestfriends my mom and my sister. i was always able to talk to one of them or both. i know i still can now i just want to see there reaction and talk to them face to face i know i  have a couple more days until im home but still it cant get here any faster :D. just hard cuz the grass wasnt greener on the other side. im pushing myself to make things work and they are its just im really home sick after all my family has gone through we got closer than ever and now i just want to be there. i miss getting sleep, i miss getting help, i miss going places with my family, but i wouldnt give up my daughter i just need a lil help thats all. and i know my family is going to help me and im greatful for them i really am . mom i just want you to know you mean a lot to me, i know things with us was rocky for awhile and took me a long time to forgive u know but i did and im glad i did. i love you a lot i cant wait to give you a big hug mom and just cry to you. sissy my god i hate being far away from you i havent been without you for a long time and i miss u a lot. like i miss our talks you telling me what to do, you getting on me about my hair or something. i just miss it a lot, i miss us going out just to go to the store just to hang out or get away. i love you a lot i just want you to know that :D.

                                                    Only 23 More Days Til I'm Coming HOme!!!!!!!!!!



1 comment:

Pamela said...

ahh crab soon you will be home and we will all be together you are strong remember that
we raised you to be that way and you are right the grass isnt greener and you had to find that out.we are a close family and we will get closer. be strong for your husband and soon you all will be home i love you
love mom